Journal PG Sat Aug27th 2005
Beware of not acting upon what you see in your moments on the mountaintop with God. If you do not obey the light, it will turn into darkness. "If therefore the light that is in you is darkness, how great is that darkness!" ( Matthew 6:23 ). The moment you forsake the matter of sanctification or neglect anything else on which God has given you His light, your spiritual life begins to disintegrate within you. Continually bring the truth out into your real life, working it out into every area, or else even the light that you possess will itself prove to be a curse.
Reading from Matthew the Bible clearly states that God knows your heart,When the wicked people die and God says depart from me I never knew you,then they say what about the miricals I have done in your name,he knows them not,beucase they did regard (sin) in thier hearts.God knows all even these things we think we are hideing from the Lord.people may not know but beleive me God certanly knows!
When you do somthing for the Lord do it in your heart as well as in your actions,your actions will reflect your heart.
Beware of not acting upon what you see in your moments on the mountaintop with God. If you do not obey the light, it will turn into darkness. "If therefore the light that is in you is darkness, how great is that darkness!" ( Matthew 6:23 ). The moment you forsake the matter of sanctification or neglect anything else on which God has given you His light, your spiritual life begins to disintegrate within you. Continually bring the truth out into your real life, working it out into every area, or else even the light that you possess will itself prove to be a curse.
I just read that I thought it was pretty cool,but at the same time pretty scarey.God is watching our hearts.We may say we are doing somthing for God when the truth is that we are doing it for ourselvs and glorifying ourselvs,like God even knows our motivs for going to church,I mean he knows if we r going cause we really want to go worship him and be obedient to his word or if we are just going to look like we are okay and if we go to church our friends will think oh,well that person is alright beucase look they r in church.God sends his conviction and therefore its impossible to really get into the presence of the living God if we are pretending to be doing somthing for him when we are not really cause we are really doing it for ourselvs.
Truth encounter,When Celebration Church merged I was angry cause I felt like Cresent city was taking over and they dident ask me.Like you know I don't like change at all! Well at any rate I was VERY self absorbed so much that I dident realise how much I wasent even trying to seek the LORD to see what he wanted,I was much more concerned about what I wanted.I wanted to tell you that cause I have been praying and asking the Lord for direction and asking him so many questions and lately just to be honest with you I began to doubt my salvation,not aloud but somewhere in my spirit I kept knowing that I have been going the wrong way.The fruit of the spirit is LOVE PEACE JOY <------I havent had any of them lately since Romalis died I blamed God I was angry wth God cause he wouldent let me die when I was suicidal but yet he let Romalis die for doing somthing stupid ,the truth is mabey he wanted to die I mean he was miserable and he couldent want to be addicted to drugs! but then how come he couldent just get hurt and live and get scared and realise that God was real and come back to him! Well anyhow I have to do somthing for God the other day when I was in the spirit (don't happen much) but it did the other day cause I took my focous off of me
